So either my reputation precedes me or I have the worst memory of anyone I know. I see a nice looking lady that I have absolutely no recollection of whatsoever, so I go and try to start a conversation, apparently this is the awkward moment where she knows who I am, we've talked before, and I do not remember a single second of it. At a local drinking establishment a friend wants to introduce me to a blond lady, I say whatever, she comes over he introduces me and she knows me. How she knows me I'm not sure, but she knows my name, where I went to school and what I do for a living, all things that I do not know about her. Also I would like to take this opportunity to ask my friends to stop calling me a slut, hell my sister has referred to me as that before and this is just odd.
I'm not sure what I can do about this, when I thought I went out too much I put myself on self-imposed sanctions to stay in more, I broke my own sanctions the same night. But that was a fun night and well worth breaking my own rules. So I have decided to just keep rolling with the punches and embarrassment of not remembering people, it's what I'm good at. But at least I'm using my own name now.
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
Monday, October 25, 2010
Life is hectic, but some of that is my own doing.
Ahh the eternal struggle of having fun vs. working, and I need to find the proper balance between the two. I've become friends with bar owners, which until you hang out with them you don't realize have no sense of time; to them the night starts at about 1-2 in the morning not winds down. You can't continuously keep doing that when you have a 9-5 job and it not take a toll on you. I have been able to finish everything at work and still do more than I'm asked or should, I help out in my community via festivals, parties, community gardens, help friends with various tasks and what nots, and I still have fun on my own. But what is this doing to me?
Can I really sleep 4 hours a night and keep going? Can I do this for 13 days in a row (my version of 13 days is so much less dramatic)? I had to take a break recently, not because my body was telling me to but my better sense was. I turned down a pass for free beer at a beer festival and for those that know me, know that is no small task. I have ignored calls texts and messages after a certain time of day, this is less effective when it is a friend calling. But what I was doing before really had no toll on my body and I did not suffer any job performance issues and no one even seemed to notice that I was lagging. So seriously how long can one person go before it all catches up to them.
There are things I want to do, I'm angry that I started sailing so late in the sailing season, but that's only one thing. I've been too busy to pursue a passion of mine in photography and have been to busy with one of the side projects where I screwed up being able to sell certain photos at a store, when I yelled at the owner, oops. But hopefully it all works out at the end, but right now I'm ending it because the guy in the coffee shop asking his ex why she dumped him is annoying me right now. So that's all for now.
Can I really sleep 4 hours a night and keep going? Can I do this for 13 days in a row (my version of 13 days is so much less dramatic)? I had to take a break recently, not because my body was telling me to but my better sense was. I turned down a pass for free beer at a beer festival and for those that know me, know that is no small task. I have ignored calls texts and messages after a certain time of day, this is less effective when it is a friend calling. But what I was doing before really had no toll on my body and I did not suffer any job performance issues and no one even seemed to notice that I was lagging. So seriously how long can one person go before it all catches up to them.
There are things I want to do, I'm angry that I started sailing so late in the sailing season, but that's only one thing. I've been too busy to pursue a passion of mine in photography and have been to busy with one of the side projects where I screwed up being able to sell certain photos at a store, when I yelled at the owner, oops. But hopefully it all works out at the end, but right now I'm ending it because the guy in the coffee shop asking his ex why she dumped him is annoying me right now. So that's all for now.
Thursday, September 30, 2010
The Social Network
Just came back from a screening of The Social Network, and was pleasantly surprised that is was really good. The dialogue and acting was good, borderline great.
The film opens in a bar with Zuckerberg and what appears to be his girlfriend, but that ends quickly as soon as he starts talking more and becomes more of an ass to her, and we see them break up right there. Mark Zuckerberg is made to appear to be a ruthless ass, but in my opinion in this portrayal he is a rather sad character. He lacks many social skills, and has borderline asperger syndrome, he is a genius but he has absolutely no social skills. He is often seen as being defensive and abusive to his friends. The movie makes him seem like he would stab his mother in the back to get ahead, but it also shows just how lonely this man really is. Eisenberg does a wonderful job of the portrayal of the character, he delivers his lines perfectly and somehow fits the nerd stereotype perfectly (who would have guessed that).
The movie does a great job of showing just how important it is to be first to market, you can take an idea and make it better and everyone wants a piece of the pie. Justin Timberlake does a good job portraying Sean Parker, a character everyone can truly hate. Sean seems to be a waste of human space and is lucky to live off the coat tails of others. He is that loser that everyone knows, you feel sorry for, but still hate him. He did one good thing and he'll never let you forget it, and he leads a path of destruction without knowing it. He is paranoid, scared, wants to be the center of attention at all times, and is just truly pathetic.
And Finally the last main character Eduardo Saverin, played by Andrew Garfield, is Mark's only real friend, and is truly screwed by Facebook. Eduardo gave the seed money to start the company, and tried to get capital but did not have enough connections. This is where Zuckerberg as it appears in the movie decides to go for money and screw his friendship. Eisenberg does seem upset by the fact he screwed over his friend and the movie almost makes it seem like he had no choice in the option. This came after facebook got a large investment from a company and the shares needed to be diluted. It was known from day one that Eduardo would be the one getting screwed, but he signed the papers thinking that he is working with his friend, and was he so ever wrong. He does now own about 5% of the company worth about $1.1 billion (I know so sad) but was betrayed by his friend in the process. The dialog in the movie during the various mediations from the two concurrent lawsuits is truly priceless and needs to be witnessed.
The film ends with Zuckerberg hearing he needs to settle the suits because no one can like him with a jury, and he does the one thing that all of us have done before, checking on his ex on facebook. This little mistake that we have all caught ourselves doing that is not good for anyone, but he takes it a step further and requests to be friends. We've all been there and just a piece of advice if something has truly messed you up, and you no longer talk, don't do it. Don't cause yourself more pain by opening up old wounds, learn from your past experiences and move on, try not looking back too much.
But I thought it was a great film that you should go see, I did see it for free, but I would have gladly paid to see the movie. Yes actually want to pay to see a movie means that it is good, and you should check it out.
The film opens in a bar with Zuckerberg and what appears to be his girlfriend, but that ends quickly as soon as he starts talking more and becomes more of an ass to her, and we see them break up right there. Mark Zuckerberg is made to appear to be a ruthless ass, but in my opinion in this portrayal he is a rather sad character. He lacks many social skills, and has borderline asperger syndrome, he is a genius but he has absolutely no social skills. He is often seen as being defensive and abusive to his friends. The movie makes him seem like he would stab his mother in the back to get ahead, but it also shows just how lonely this man really is. Eisenberg does a wonderful job of the portrayal of the character, he delivers his lines perfectly and somehow fits the nerd stereotype perfectly (who would have guessed that).
The movie does a great job of showing just how important it is to be first to market, you can take an idea and make it better and everyone wants a piece of the pie. Justin Timberlake does a good job portraying Sean Parker, a character everyone can truly hate. Sean seems to be a waste of human space and is lucky to live off the coat tails of others. He is that loser that everyone knows, you feel sorry for, but still hate him. He did one good thing and he'll never let you forget it, and he leads a path of destruction without knowing it. He is paranoid, scared, wants to be the center of attention at all times, and is just truly pathetic.
And Finally the last main character Eduardo Saverin, played by Andrew Garfield, is Mark's only real friend, and is truly screwed by Facebook. Eduardo gave the seed money to start the company, and tried to get capital but did not have enough connections. This is where Zuckerberg as it appears in the movie decides to go for money and screw his friendship. Eisenberg does seem upset by the fact he screwed over his friend and the movie almost makes it seem like he had no choice in the option. This came after facebook got a large investment from a company and the shares needed to be diluted. It was known from day one that Eduardo would be the one getting screwed, but he signed the papers thinking that he is working with his friend, and was he so ever wrong. He does now own about 5% of the company worth about $1.1 billion (I know so sad) but was betrayed by his friend in the process. The dialog in the movie during the various mediations from the two concurrent lawsuits is truly priceless and needs to be witnessed.
The film ends with Zuckerberg hearing he needs to settle the suits because no one can like him with a jury, and he does the one thing that all of us have done before, checking on his ex on facebook. This little mistake that we have all caught ourselves doing that is not good for anyone, but he takes it a step further and requests to be friends. We've all been there and just a piece of advice if something has truly messed you up, and you no longer talk, don't do it. Don't cause yourself more pain by opening up old wounds, learn from your past experiences and move on, try not looking back too much.
But I thought it was a great film that you should go see, I did see it for free, but I would have gladly paid to see the movie. Yes actually want to pay to see a movie means that it is good, and you should check it out.
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
Detroit 187
As I sit here staring at my laptop screen hoping that something good will magically be written about the show, I'm left pondering just where the bullet train will take me in Detroit. The main problem with that is that I know what the bullet train is, and the loop it takes me in. (Chime cheesy music in the background to give that Detroit 187 feel)
I watched the show with low expectations, and yet I was somehow disappointed, it might just be after watching the Wire that no cop show can compare, but this just seemed worse than most. The actors did not look authentic. The Detroit area is one of the most racially diverse cities in the country, yet the cops just don't look like they belong here. Unfortunately, only the criminals passed the authentic-Detroiter litmus test. (I will admit I did laugh when I saw the criminal trying to run away with the metal slide, that I can somehow see happening in this fine city). But seriously if the producers tried to give this show an authentic feeling don't call it soda and never put ketchup on a coney dog.
The acting was bad.. the story line was uninviting. Am I really interested in seeing what happens to the characters next? Not really. This show unless it takes drastic changes will last a season at most, and if it stays the same maybe six episodes. All that said, I'm still going to watch it to support Detroit. (even though it really doesn't have much to do with supporting Detroit.)
I watched the show with low expectations, and yet I was somehow disappointed, it might just be after watching the Wire that no cop show can compare, but this just seemed worse than most. The actors did not look authentic. The Detroit area is one of the most racially diverse cities in the country, yet the cops just don't look like they belong here. Unfortunately, only the criminals passed the authentic-Detroiter litmus test. (I will admit I did laugh when I saw the criminal trying to run away with the metal slide, that I can somehow see happening in this fine city). But seriously if the producers tried to give this show an authentic feeling don't call it soda and never put ketchup on a coney dog.
The acting was bad.. the story line was uninviting. Am I really interested in seeing what happens to the characters next? Not really. This show unless it takes drastic changes will last a season at most, and if it stays the same maybe six episodes. All that said, I'm still going to watch it to support Detroit. (even though it really doesn't have much to do with supporting Detroit.)
Monday, September 20, 2010
Wow, blogs...are these things still around?
Not going to lie, I have been terribly busy. The festival, photography, work, and my new hobby sailing. The festival was one of the most successful festivals in it's thirty year history, this makes all of us feel good. Even the city feels good about it, hell the city manager has given us a green light for anything we want to try to bring in people/money; so in October we're having a Fall Fest/Oktoberfest.
Photography has taken a backseat recently due to my hectic schedule, but I still have a chance to take some photos. I've met a new gallery owner and he's interested in my stuff.
Sailing, my one and only true get away from everything. My phone stays off, I take no electronics and I get to get away from it all. It's just the wind that carries you. I'm not going to lie, the first time I went out I was scared out of my mind. We went on a windy/gusty day where the boat was nearly sideways most of the time, but I loved it. I've been asked to join the race team, but the festival schedule prevented me from doing this, and there's no way in hell I'll be missing the team next year. It's just pure unadulterated fun on the boat. I only wish I could do it more.
Life is good and fun at the moment and I'm still flying high on the success of our festival, wait till next year though we plan on bigger and better. We put this together in 8 weeks, now we have a year to plan it. You think we did an awesome job this year??? You won't even believe what you'll see next time. So stay tuned for a good time.
Photography has taken a backseat recently due to my hectic schedule, but I still have a chance to take some photos. I've met a new gallery owner and he's interested in my stuff.
Sailing, my one and only true get away from everything. My phone stays off, I take no electronics and I get to get away from it all. It's just the wind that carries you. I'm not going to lie, the first time I went out I was scared out of my mind. We went on a windy/gusty day where the boat was nearly sideways most of the time, but I loved it. I've been asked to join the race team, but the festival schedule prevented me from doing this, and there's no way in hell I'll be missing the team next year. It's just pure unadulterated fun on the boat. I only wish I could do it more.
Life is good and fun at the moment and I'm still flying high on the success of our festival, wait till next year though we plan on bigger and better. We put this together in 8 weeks, now we have a year to plan it. You think we did an awesome job this year??? You won't even believe what you'll see next time. So stay tuned for a good time.
Monday, August 16, 2010
ARRRGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
Why can't days be 30 or even 36 hours long? I need more time to do more things and to get more sleep. Who do I write to about changing this? Oh well, I know it can't change, damn you science! And yes my rambling continues, but I swear to you I am sane, for now. Met up with an old friend recently it's fun to catch up, and met up with some good friends too. Poker run was a smashing success, thank you to everyone who attended. The festival fundraiser was fun, successful and a great time, again thanks to everyone, but you all totally got your money's worth on this one, and anyone who missed it, too bad but it was one hell of a party. Now I have to go back to work, one of the 3 that I have right now. But hey when you're in demand how can you complain?
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
Long time no update
So I've been really busy lately, between work, traveling for work, photography and planning a festival, and you know trying to have a social life, I don't have much extra time on my hands. But I'm not going to complain I'm actually enjoying life. My life is one real big whirlwind right now and I'm not quite sure where it's taking me, but I'm hanging on for the ride. Not much to complain about other than the occasionally burn out days, I get hit every once in a while, from the lack of sleep, with a day that I'm completely tired and dead to the world. The only good thing is this allows me to take naps during the day, something I have been completely unable to do for years.
My incoherent babble on here is probably due to a lack of sleep, but I somehow restarted my workouts at 1am again, I know not the smartest thing, but I need to do it. I have enjoyed losing weight over the past year and a half, but the major downside is that my pants and belts are too big, and I don't want to go shopping for new stuff.
So the work travel took me to New Orleans for free, and they even put me up in an executive suite at the Hilton, fancy. New Orleans is fun, until you get food poisoning, but I needed a good reason to go back, and dammit I would have come up with a reason anyways. I'm thinking I might go back in January, maybe. Also to all the people I have met the past two months, I apologize in advance that I will not remember your name, please do not be offended but I don't really remember anyone's name, and if I do manage to remember your name, you must really be special. But just because you remember my name don't get mad that I have to ask for yours, I have an odd name that's easily remembered you don't, I meet a lot of people, apparently you don't...so stop whining! Alright enough with the incoherent babble, this was all the free time I had, my break's over, I'm out of coffee and I need to go back to work. Have fun everyone.
My incoherent babble on here is probably due to a lack of sleep, but I somehow restarted my workouts at 1am again, I know not the smartest thing, but I need to do it. I have enjoyed losing weight over the past year and a half, but the major downside is that my pants and belts are too big, and I don't want to go shopping for new stuff.
So the work travel took me to New Orleans for free, and they even put me up in an executive suite at the Hilton, fancy. New Orleans is fun, until you get food poisoning, but I needed a good reason to go back, and dammit I would have come up with a reason anyways. I'm thinking I might go back in January, maybe. Also to all the people I have met the past two months, I apologize in advance that I will not remember your name, please do not be offended but I don't really remember anyone's name, and if I do manage to remember your name, you must really be special. But just because you remember my name don't get mad that I have to ask for yours, I have an odd name that's easily remembered you don't, I meet a lot of people, apparently you don't...so stop whining! Alright enough with the incoherent babble, this was all the free time I had, my break's over, I'm out of coffee and I need to go back to work. Have fun everyone.
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