So how do you break it to a long time employer that you're looking for a new job? I'm pretty sure I'm done being a librarian, or at least stop trying to be one. I need a new goal in life and need new experiences, and I'm not going to get those here. Hopefully the upcoming interview goes well, if not I'll still be stuck in the same rut looking for a way to get out.
I've had some great times here, I really have, but those seem to be few and far between now, and that's a shame. My last truly great experience has been almost a year ago. I can be assured that some of this is my fault and I have not put my full effort out into doing everything I can, but maybe that is why I need a change. I need to step away from my safety net here, I need to try and fail or succeed somewhere else. I need my motivation back. I can feel a little part of my dying every day at work doing the same thing over and over again, and hoping for new results, the definition of crazy. I need to do something, anything to change that.
Here's to all the fond memories and those yet to come. That's it for now, should start updating more regularly now.
